There are things, days, people and feelings that made me feel like a little snivelling, self-pitying person. They don't have to be obvious or anything. Any discreet facial expression - a slight twitch of the eyebrow, a tinge of light gone off in the eyes - is enough to get me on my feet.

That's my problem - I read too much into things and things that get in the head - things that REALLYL get in my head never really get out. I don't forget them because I constantly pull them out, count them, unfold them, twist and turn them, change them here and there, add this and minus this ...etc do whatever I want with them. By the time i've finished, the tiny little thing become magnified 10 times, 100times, 200000 times and inverted, twisted.